Sunday, June 27, 2021
high
Sunday, April 4, 2021
seasonal greetings
Monday, March 22, 2021
leonard says it best
Saturday, February 27, 2021
full moon ferlinghetti
the world is a beautiful place to be born into
it's late..
it's early..
it looks like noon outside..
noisy, too..
the geese are moving..
trolling for a place to catch forty
winks
i am up in a pool of brilliance..
the moon/
after much reflection says/
Sun is God
i've gone back to the beginning
(of the blog..and this longstanding missive)
~ the walkabout from anacortes to california ~
attempting to traverse the usa
what is light what is air what is life so passing fair?
coming up on 14 years
(march 10) long live tibet
since we gathered at mt. erie school
and walked to deception pass together..
there are some gems of poetry tucked in..
many stories of random acts of kindness ..
hints of things to come..
(my hip was mentioned early on
and lo! titanium 10 years later...)
i really could write a book
what dawns on me
in this dawn's early light
is the precariousness..
(mid 17th cent.: from Latin precarius ‘obtained by entreaty’
(from prex, prec- ‘prayer’) + -ous.
and the big-heartedness..
the far rockaway of the heart
placing myself at the feet
of so many along the way
the prayers volunteered for my safety ..
it was a trip to be out on the highways -
such freedom and travail
rolled into one long ribbon of road..
made of love and light and dung/
some great immortal song
what made me start?
what made me stop?
a mysterious sooth-sayer
within
giving me marching orders
pushing me to halt!
I am signaling you through the flames.
now the now is always here
the kindnesses persist
in the smallest and brightest and most baffling ways
we are made for each other
poets of life, liberty and the pursuiters of happiness
wooing and cooing our way along the Way
the moonglade that glides us toward our destiny
will we walk? will we run?
far-seeing sybil, forever hidden,
come out of your cave at last
and speak to us in the poet's voice
the voice of the fourth person singular
the voice of the inscrutable future
the voice of the people mixed
with a wild soft laughter—
and give us new dreams to dream,
give us new myths to live by!
lawrence ferlinghetti
1919-2021
RIP
Sunday, February 14, 2021
holy wall of molies..
for everything that lives is holy ~
-william blake-
a wing and a prayer yoga shala
was often graced with a holy "man" wall..
a holy person wall..these days..
vast numbers of push pins on cork
held their numinous presences in place..
from marilyn monroe, thomas merton,
the 14th dalai lama, bob dylan..
to yoda and ET
jiddhu krishnamurti, my mother,
john and yoko..
the stretching cowboy,
ananadamayi ma ..
neem karoli baba and baba hari dass,
bks iyengar and tkv desikachar..
pir vilayat inayat khan..hazrat inayat khan..
mother teresa and marcel marceau..
ramana maharshi, vivekananda,
sri aurobindo and the mother,
saradha devi and sri ramakrishna..
dr. vasavada and babar..
on and on..
they will all be blessed
on the burn pile
when the weather softens..
having been stashed away for safe keeping..
it's time, yes! time to liberate them.. moksha!
however, dear friends of the dharma...
if you have a yen for one such holy moly,
send me a note and i'll send you the divine in photo..
please note :
some are tatty copies, newspaper clips..
lovers gather and give each other shade,
relief from the direct sun.
stay close by that community
'til you become light like the moon,
then like the sun.
~ rumi
Sunday, February 7, 2021
leave no trace
water birds
go and come back
without leaving any trace behind.
even so, they do not forget
the path.
~ dogen zenji
alexander khimushin wanders the world..
photographing indigenous people whose
lifestyles and settlements may be on the
edge of extinction.. saving the memory
of these vanishing cultures..
cheque out : the world in faces..
his stated mission is to capture the faces of
these last vestiges of ancient culture..
here at home sweet home,
feeling the weight of stuff and such,
knowing in my cells and bones
the wisdom of impermanence
i have been rummaging through files and papers
that i have been saving/collecting
pictures, newspapers clips, letters of gratitude
(even a psychedelic letter to my mama from the 60's - o my o!)
and wonder.. as i wander through this past..
am i documenting my history and last
vestiges of some ancient karma?
and wonder further..
who cares?
not in some self-deprecating way
nor in any poor me mode..
simply..who will care?
i am not a prominent stateswoman..
nor a celebrated yogini or a legendary actress,
certainly not an illustrious politician..!
there is no progeny..
to pass along the modest history of me..
we know life is fleeting..
the 8th decade is unfolding for me..
rather, it is folding up around me..
the fetters of this incarnation are receding ..
there is now a boxload to purge and burn and liberate..
my past will not follow me to the grave.. **
no youthful pictures nor sentimental poetry
will weave my stories of love and loss
sketching me back into existence
... like the flight of birds in the sky,
the path of the selfless is hard to follow.
they have no possessions,
but live on alms in a world of freedom.
like the flight of birds in the sky,
their path is hard to follow...
...freed from illusion and from personal ties,
they have renounced the world of appearance
to find reality.
~ the dhammapada
REQUEST:
I AM LOOKING FOR A BURN RECEPTACLE
TO SET AFLAME TO THESE ENCUMBRANCES..
~ ANY FIREPIT OR FIREPLACE OR BURN CAN
WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED ~
** this blog..
when i get closer to the veil..
what to do?
pictures and epistles that are floating about..
what to do?
it will come to me..
Sunday, January 10, 2021
mojito
the thought manifests the word;
the word manifests the deed;
the deed develops into habit;
and habit hardens into character;
so watch the thoughts and its ways with care,
and let them spring forth from love
born out of compassion for all beings.
as the shadow follows the body,
as we think, so we become.
~ dhammapada
good morning!
my new..relatively new..
morning practice..
to attempt to catch myself
between sleeping and waking ~
to see if i might maintain some awareness
of deep consciousness..
just before habitual thought takes over ..
here is how it went today
amusing to intercept my first word/thought..
mojito ~
it was mojito..!
an adult beverage i have yet to try..
though maybe i was thinking wohelo
the campfire girl's set of values..
work
health
love
given my proclivities this seems
to me more noble than *mojito..
yet who can say?
or maybe it was mosquito
recalling the tlingit totem pole of strong boy
in myrtle edwards park / seattle..
it's been said that mosquitos
are rarely included on totem poles..
yet the brave grizzly bear is holding one..
warning us all is not easy..
which is to say..
this new practice is not ..
the first word/words out of my mouth..
as i come to..to the new day..
hmmmmmmm?
remembering.. in the early 70's..
my dear friend barbara and i attended
a week-end silent yoga retreat in santa barbara
with the integral yoga institute clan..
we were silent wee mice, purging ourselves in ditches,
eating bland sattvic food and probably counting the minutes
until we were free at last.. and when we were,
as we drove away and opened our mouths,
the first word to explode in the ethers was muffins !
maybe it was muffins,
this morning...?
whatever a practitioner keeps pursuing
with their thinking and pondering,
becomes the inclination of their awareness ~
- the buddha
my prayer -
to be wise in my thinking of thought..
that habitual, recycled thought-train..
entering into the silence just before..
noting the space, the interval..
and expanding it..
riding that stillness as a wave..
into samadhi..
into union/communion
with all and everything thing..
may it be just so..
*mojito - cuban spanish - mojo